Stone...

When I started out months ago, I presumed many things. I believed that what one does is of consequence and that actions resonate till they attain higher dimensions.

I still believe in that. But at the same time another belief has steadied and grown in the time that has passed by, the belief that it is the motivation that drives the action that atrophies. That active unnoticed turns to passive, and only the stone is left of the leaf.

I thought that this akarmanyata can be conquered by volition. But when the volition is jaded, who drives what?

I don't have the answer now, but I hope I will.